In other news...
… I’ve heard from two of the four schools I’ve applied to; both have accepted me. I’m simultaneously stoked and also remembering how long it took me to agonizingly make the decision about where to go to college. I knew where I ought to go, and I knew that I wanted to want to do what I ought to do, and I knew which college felt better than the other, and it still took me several weeks of anxiety before I’d let myself choose.
I really hope I’ve gotten better at decision-making since high school.